running tally

i miss GUTS
Wed Sep 24

my days

my day without jezebel is better and i read more stuff that’s sourced, verified, newsy whatever.  i don’t get angry.  haha sometimes i miss the fashion coverage but i can solve that problem myself with style.com.  i am going to keep up my jezebel boycott.

Wed Sep 17

it’s been a month

my month has been crazy.

that is almost all-

who forgets to put their phone number on resumes!?  i need someone to hand me a great job HAND ME ONE so i can stop going through this horrible process.  all the jobs i applied for are basically NILLED.

Wed Aug 27

the blues

i am in a bummer.  i am downcast.

what is wrong with me?  i am fine and happy and whatever.  my life is nice.  i guess i am a little stressed out.  i really am hating my job lately and my apartment is in shambles.  i feel so busy all the time but i also feel like i am not doing anything.  i want to get over this rut or whatever.  so this week i am going to be very productive, fix my apartment, cuddle my cats and try to see a lot of friends.  hopefully i will forget my blues. 

Thu Aug 21
i think darcy and i look really cute in this.

i think darcy and i look really cute in this.

boston!

we’re going to boston.

we’re buying furniture next week.

i have a credit card

the curtains are covering our windows.

I FEEL GROWN UP

a little.

Mon Aug 11

olympix

i was watching men’s swimming yesterday and i don’t even like or care about swimming but i was of course rapt and excited and i cheered when the american men beat the french men in the 4X100 freestyle.  mostly because the french were talking smack and got olympic ring tattoos.  i was offended by both of those things.

Wed Jul 16

katz

i wish i could be hanging out with my cats right now.  hermione mews at the bathroom door as soon as i get out of the shower and ilet her in.  this morning i pet her for a little while but now i just want to go home and cuddle her!

Tue Jul 8

thirst

i can’t stop being thirsty!  i’ve already had two huge cups of water today!  a liquid needs to be invented that will quench thirst but with small amounts. 

Wed Jul 2

jealousy

i get really jealous of people with jobs they love.  i am so sick of people yelled at and belittled constantly- not just by customers.  i kind of wish i could write for a living, even though when i was younger i was all “i don’t want to get paid for my brain children” but that was when i wrote shitty poetry and was like, a sophmore in high school.  good im not like that anymore, someone pay me to write things.

Mon Jun 30

i applied for a job

i would love to get this job. 

Fri Jun 27

weird

i just realized something- that people expect you tbe all knowledgable about curren events and stuff and other things- like whats going on in the world around you but you don’t have enough to find any of that stuff out, usually.  i have it now but it is the first time i have.  weird.  now i know all sorts of things i never did before, like legislatoring people and other stuff.  i never used to have the time to do that stuff.

Thu Jun 26

sigh

i keep deep sighing and it sucks that i’m doing that.

Wed Jun 25

hang ups

i wish robots would stop calling me! i am not diabetic, i do not own a car and i am not in debt.  picking up the phone to a robot is a waste of time and it makes me pissy.

Thu Jun 19

this weekend

this weekend i am going to buffalo and intend to dance saturday night away.  i really want to wear a short dress and shake my a at some rihanna.

Mon Jun 16

being broke

when you’re broke life is not as good.  i get paid this week, finally.  i miss not being worried about money all the time.