Wed
Aug
27
i am in a bummer. i am downcast.
what is wrong with me? i am fine and happy and whatever. my life is nice. i guess i am a little stressed out. i really am hating my job lately and my apartment is in shambles. i feel so busy all the time but i also feel like i am not doing anything. i want to get over this rut or whatever. so this week i am going to be very productive, fix my apartment, cuddle my cats and try to see a lot of friends. hopefully i will forget my blues.
Thu
Aug
21
i think darcy and i look really cute in this.
we’re going to boston.
we’re buying furniture next week.
i have a credit card
the curtains are covering our windows.
I FEEL GROWN UP
a little.
Mon
Aug
11
i was watching men’s swimming yesterday and i don’t even like or care about swimming but i was of course rapt and excited and i cheered when the american men beat the french men in the 4X100 freestyle. mostly because the french were talking smack and got olympic ring tattoos. i was offended by both of those things.
Wed
Jul
16
i wish i could be hanging out with my cats right now. hermione mews at the bathroom door as soon as i get out of the shower and ilet her in. this morning i pet her for a little while but now i just want to go home and cuddle her!
Tue
Jul
8
i can’t stop being thirsty! i’ve already had two huge cups of water today! a liquid needs to be invented that will quench thirst but with small amounts.
Wed
Jul
2
i get really jealous of people with jobs they love. i am so sick of people yelled at and belittled constantly- not just by customers. i kind of wish i could write for a living, even though when i was younger i was all “i don’t want to get paid for my brain children” but that was when i wrote shitty poetry and was like, a sophmore in high school. good im not like that anymore, someone pay me to write things.
Mon
Jun
30
i would love to get this job.
Fri
Jun
27
i just realized something- that people expect you tbe all knowledgable about curren events and stuff and other things- like whats going on in the world around you but you don’t have enough to find any of that stuff out, usually. i have it now but it is the first time i have. weird. now i know all sorts of things i never did before, like legislatoring people and other stuff. i never used to have the time to do that stuff.
Thu
Jun
26
i keep deep sighing and it sucks that i’m doing that.
Wed
Jun
25
i wish robots would stop calling me! i am not diabetic, i do not own a car and i am not in debt. picking up the phone to a robot is a waste of time and it makes me pissy.
Thu
Jun
19
this weekend i am going to buffalo and intend to dance saturday night away. i really want to wear a short dress and shake my a at some rihanna.
Mon
Jun
16
when you’re broke life is not as good. i get paid this week, finally. i miss not being worried about money all the time.
Fri
Jun
13
for a different job. hallelujah.
Wed
Jun
4
today is historic i guess because obama won the dem nom. i am tired but smiling today because i guess it is good news- and also because i am in a good mood from music. i wonder how this happened? no on thought this would happen.
my feet are cold because they are wet from the rain and the ac is on. old 90s jams are playing on the dumb radio and that is fine. i am compulsive today. i hope i can afford things someday soon.